It's Personal: Archive

Jan 31st

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“There comes a time when you look into the mirror and you realize that what you...”

– Tennessee Williams (via loveyourchaos)

Jun 30th

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You make me sad

i havent been this sad since D. does that mean i need to grow up? or does that mean i need to leave?

Dec 3rd

Nov 10th

1,558 notes

3 tags

For the record:

Arena (known to self and others) logical, observant, reflective Blind Spot (known only to others) able, accepting, adaptable, caring, cheerful, clever, complex, confident, friendly, idealistic, independent, intelligent, knowledgeable, loving, mature, modest, nervous, organised, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, silly, spontaneous, trustworthy, witty Façade (known only to...

May 8th

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Apr 12th

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Apr 12th

253 notes

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Stole from my sister

Who extracted from her email: True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be. Peace is seeing a sunset and knowing who to thank. The happiest people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have. Life isn’t about how to survive the storm but how to dance in the rain. The road to success is not...

Apr 12th

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The morning after

It hasn’t set in yet. It feels unreal. The most concrete part of this unemployment is - I no longer have a pc. Hello mac. I’ll replace your battery soon.

Apr 1st

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It's not you, it's me...

In our attempts of being all PC, we come up with terms like this: When breaking up - It’s not you, it’s me. We’re just not compatible. I’m difficult. When leaving a company - I’d like to explore something different. This industry is not for me. I’m taking a break. When what you mean to say is - YOU SUCK! so..

Mar 30th

“I’ve gone bonkers!”

Mar 29th

3 tags

Journaling

I’ve been told to journal. And I can’t seem to think of anything. Did I mention my boss’ journals in a 5-column excel spreadsheet. (tsk tsk.. consultants..) As such, let me share some dialogue that appear to be stuck in my head. “Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?” “That depends a good deal on where you want to get to,”...

Mar 29th

2 tags

“I’m daddy’s little girl.”

– I blogged about it here. Yea, I know it’s confusing having 2 blogs.

Feb 2nd

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“Saya mau bunuh diri..~”

Jan 21st

This time last year...

I started the new year with a new look. The tradition continues in 2010. Will post up pictures once I get the chance to take something decent. …. My spirits have been low. Motivation has been non-existent. Negativity lurking around every corner. Anger and rage surrounding my atmosphere. It’s been somewhat miserable. Miserable, when life’s been decent. …. I am hopeful,...

Jan 17th

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Jan 4th

“When you understand the world, there is no hope. For, there is only...”

– Frederik Kerling (via justbesplendid)

Dec 30th

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Customary last day of year (2009) comments

Everyone thinks it - this year flew past. Every year seems to fly past. Doesn’t it make you wonder if the earth is just spinning faster now? Has anyone checked recently? I’ve finally paid my parking fine, visited the dentist, cleaned half my room (it’s a MAJOR milestone I tell you), went on a holiday, not checked work emails for 2 weeks (other than spam), not cared about work...

Dec 30th

“It’s a (really) lonely Christmas…”

– I’m not sure why.

Dec 25th

I slept at 7.50am

It’s almost like uni all over again. I spent the night forcing my eyelids open. Bless my brother’s kind soul for keeping me company. Would not have made it otherwise. My brain is stoning. I can’t concentrate on work - I guess that’s when I ponder most. Is this what I really want? It’s not the hours I’m talking about (although the hours are really killing...

Dec 6th

Nov 30th

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Dear World,

Please give me a break. I’m exhausted. SO exhausted - even Christmas songs aren’t doing the trick. So yes, please. Stop asking. I need a break. Thanks. Warm regards, leave me alone

Nov 23rd

I can't help but feel...

… that I’ve lost you. +++++ yet another casualty to the realms of the (rat) race. It’s really sad, that I come to know this just as I’ve let you in. As much as you deny it, I know you can’t handle us both (yes, me of little faith).. When will it be my turn? When will people stop choosing everything else over me? Will I ever feel a little less disappointed? ...

Nov 3rd

Oct 30th

Why do you watch movies?

I’m doing my part as an obliging Malaysian citizen and browsing through the (now, very open) pirated DVD shops. I’ve selected Kinsey and Vanity Fair (still slightly surprised they have such old films in store). And in my head is LingLing, who’s always watching this or that. Sebbie’s a different animal - with different rationale for his film obsession. Sis makes...

Oct 17th

Love, Chance and Choice

justbesplendid: When we meet the right person to love when we’re at the right place at the right time, that’s chance. When you meet someone you’re attracted to, that’s not a choice. That’s chance. Being caught up in a moment (and there’s a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That’s also a chance. The difference is what happens afterwards.When will you take...

Oct 13th

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I’ve Got A Feeling, Black Eyed Peas

Oct 13th

“Slightly disheveled. Super frizzed out hair. Stoning and frazzled.”

– But loving every bit of today.

Oct 13th

“I haven’t written in forever…”

– I will write soon.

Oct 12th

I’ve got a crush on you, Ella Fitz ...

Oct 12th

“Cry baby~”

Oct 12th

I'm tired...

of being “not-the-priority” to everyone, including myself.

Oct 12th

“Truly a jack of all trades.. No interest in being the master of anything.”

– It’s time for a reassessment.

Oct 12th

Oct 11th

Oct 9th

I just realised the source of my unhappiness

I promised myself a break. If xxx didn’t come through, I’d take it - a long break. I forgot. Things happened so fast. And I forgot. It’s almost as if I’m disappointed (with myself) for trying to cheat myself from a long overdue break.

Oct 5th

My new boss

A couple of things about my new boss: 1. He’s laidback enough that I don’t die of fright when considering asking silly questions 2. He’s polite enough to not laugh at my growling tummy. (I swear it was so freaking embarassingly loud.. I wouldn’t be surprised if the other end of the freaking quiet office heard) 3. (what I love most) I can tell him “i really need to...

Oct 5th

“I just realised (browsing through pictures) that I have brought many inanimate...”

– What happened to all my (living) friends?

Oct 2nd